Thanks BF...will let you know tomorrow ...or rather, today
H texts me tonight and says, after some convo:
My friend (his BFriend) says he has someone he wants me to meet. She is smart, funny, same personality but different, you and she would click. H says "who" BF says "Ruby"
H just sighs.
Tells me that I am intelligent, caring and amazing,
Tells me the most amazing thing that I did was comment, right after ngf's ex called the house, was to feel compassion for ngf ( I said no one should have to put up with that crazy).
He said it blew his mind how I could think like that.
But I did. Because H said he would take care of it and I knew he would, even at his own detriment, he would for me and his family. NGF has no one to do that for her. And I just felt sad.
Now?? Now that I have started to live my own life and started to see other people?
If this is the push pull dynamic, it has been upped and I am not prepared.
And why do I feel so scared and sad and I don't know instead of happy that this has occurred???
