Thanks for posting because I am a believer in God and the Universe and wonder if I ever stop to listen to their message. Today my Keurig quit working, ironically enough when I decided to clean it so it wouldn't quit. It is an expensive coffee pot so I figured I would ignore this turn of events and I went downstairs to do laundry - and the washer door broke so I am no longer able to use my front load I started feeling like the universe was trying to give me a message to get a job and not go to school. (For those of you who aren't aware/follow the Secret, I know I sound insane) I was very upset thinking I had made this decision rashly and didn't really think about the consequences on my family. I texted H to call me when he had a chance and when he did I presented my "case" for the 'universe' trying to tell me I was making a bad choice. H was very supportive, gave me suggestions on how to fix this w/o a lot of expense and told me to quit worrying. When everything worked out as H said it would, I felt it was a test.

It is very nerve-wracking to know that I am knowingly leaving our family short on $$ for a year and it worries me. Our children need clothes, xmas (S is young enough to believe), and fun - am I depriving them? Is it worth it?

We can't fix the washing machine..how does that play out? Etc..


M 46
H 44
D 12 S 8
M 9 T 11
BD 2/15/13
"Makes sense to stay together" 5/12/13
Agree we are 'healing' 7/13
Definitely Piecing 9/13