I so know how you must be feeling. I sit in my house and think about boxing things up so H can have the house and s and I can move out and I get so sad. I can't afford the House and he can and it was my dream house that we designed together. I will have to get rid of my dog...H can't keep him because of his work schedule...and my whole life and my son's whole life will be changed for the worse economically.
But...perhaps, the silver lining is that son and I will be spiritually, mentally, and emotionally better off...as you will be. We will be free of the chaos. We will be free to start anew. We will be free to find our BRIGHT NEW DAY.
You can do this. If we can, so can you. Hugs, prayers, and best wishes...Akgal