Nope, my friend, you arent the kind of girl who gives up. One of the many things I love about you.
T, man, I know this seems like it is going on forever. I remember feeling that way. It just sux. No other way to say it.
But, the thing is this. We do not know how his crisis was triggered. We dont know what contributed to it exactly. We dont know how long he felt disconnected from himself before it came bubbling to the surface.
Since it is his crisis, you cant really know how he is processing it all. So, because of that, it is hard to be on the sidelines watching it unfold and not really knowing where he's at or what he's thinking.
It took years to get him to this crisis and it is going to take him some time to work through it. No other way around that.
He is inching his way through. I know you can see it. As far as the ow, she is a bit of a lifeline. If he lets go too soon, he feels he might freefall. He has to be completely ready for the next part before he can let go because he knows the next part is gonna be really tough.
I know, without a doubt, that you can hang in for awhile longer. So, I continue to pray for you and root you on..