pay no mind to the demons; they fill you w/fear

[Whiterose]

thank you Linda
It went OK.....she's a great broker and has worked with lots of women in my situation. My parent's are going to have to guarantee/co-sign (which we knew) but she's going to talk to various lenders to see who will work with me.

I have more work to do. Have to have the separation agreement signed off on to guarantee what I'm getting. Need to get an appraisal done, but I won't tell him I'm getting one just yet, he can get his own.

While I was there H emailed me (didn't know I was going) only a long subject line message
"I'm guessing by the lack of response your (should I correct his grammar??? lol) not willing to have somebody do a proper appraisal?"

I have not responded yet either.....I was thinking of saying something along the lines "you need to do what you think is best for you" Any thoughts?

I was dreading this all yesterday and this morning. Been crying the entire time. Heard Katy Perry's new "Roar" song (anyone else LOVE it????) and then of course Mumford and Sons "I will wait" came on the radio.....just about my undoing but I do feel better. Still a long road but she didn't laugh me out of her office so I'll take that as a win for now