When I got to that point, that is when I sought out help. My big fat ego and sharp wit wasn't going to make it better. It was extremely humbling for me to admit that I was wrong. That my behavior was unacceptable. That I had handled things poorly.
You and me both.
Me 57/H 58 M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13
Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do. I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering. Caroline Myss