The tide is high, but I'm holding on

[reachingHigher]

Tvs, last summer when you and GALb and I connected here I was so sure we would graduate to "piecing" together. Then as my sitch deteriorated I thought "oh no! I'm gonna be the one that doesn't make it!" But now I have a brighter future.

But you are still here in limbo with H slowly inching toward you.

Life is picking up speed for me but I still revert to my habit of thinking of my friends on this forum.

So I was driving today and heard this song from Carrie Underwood. I thought of your H. He will have to make this break with OW to make it with you and the boys. Maybe his poor health has made him less inclined to do it. Idk. But just was thinking of you. I changed the gender in the words to fit H.

I was sitting on my doorstep,
I hung up the phone and it fell out of my hand,
But I knew I had to do it,
And she wouldn't understand,
So hard to see myself without her,
I felt a piece of my heart break,
But when you're standing at a crossroad,
There's a choice you gotta make.

[Chorus:]
I guess it's gonna have to hurt,
I guess I'm gonna have to cry,
And let go of some things I've loved,
To get to the other side,
I guess it's gonna break me down,
Like falling when you try to fly,
It's sad, but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life,
Starts with goodbye.

I know there's a blue horizon,
Somewhere up ahead, just waiting for me,
Getting there means leaving things behind,
Sometimes life's so bitter sweet.

When he realizes you are that distant blue horizon maybe he will have the strength to do it. And one day this A will be a distant memory.

Thinking of you daily,
rH