I do ok during the daytime but when I see W dressed up to go out at night my stomach gets all knotted up cos I know roughly where she’s going and exactly what she’s doing and now she’s flaunts it in my face. This weekend I’ll go out for a beer with a co worker to avoid seeing her go out Saturday night. (hopefully she stays out).
Anyway my weekend task is to start to clean up the bathroom in readiness for my new home, the tiles are grotty and the shower leaks downstairs into the kitchen, it another job I’ve left too long. I actually let the bathroom degrade as W was so prim and proper and hated grime, now it seems she can shower anywhere.
So yes I’m looking forward......., I’m focusing on the positives and leaving the negatives behind.
