Ok, no decisions on starting counter divorce proceedings until I have been on the new dosage of my AD for longer than I have right now.
I know in a lot of ways I do feel it is over, but once I start counter proceedings I feel it is really over and right now I don't feel emotionally up to dealing with that situation. I know it is coming, but I am hoping to be just a bit more stable first.
Pam
"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us"