better to love or be loved?

[RosaLinda]

Betsey "There is something attractive and engaging when you're HAPPY. If you don't feel happy, fake it until you make it. Seriously, just watching my family's faces light up DID make me happy. I think I laughed out loud at it for awhile"

Wow Betsey this is such an excellent excellent post. I'm going to try this. Thanks. 

My H mentioned in passing that his Russian Tramp used to be so much fun and now she's bitchy, desperate, unhappy. He has also said that he likes being around me cause I'm happy. I am usually cheerful but not sparklingly so! Boy I have a lot to work on and I'm adding overwhelmingly irristably happy. Practicing at work right now.