snodderly, he's going to push right through until the divorce is signed. I know he will. I just have this sinking feeling he's never going to snap out of it and if he does he will have pushed too hard and there will be nothing of us left.

There's no hope left in me. He's going to do what he wants, take out whomever is in the way, and no matter how many 180's, GAL, going darks I do it's not going to help him see I'm different. He doesn't want to see. He wants me "gone" Hit by a bus preferably.

I'm emailing the mortgage broker to set up a time to talk and may meet with the acct for one hour just to make sure I have it all down correctly. cheaper than going back and forth with the lawyer if I have it wrong.

It's overwhelming and certainly doesn't feel like we'll be ok. It feels like he sucker punches us every chance he gets.....why? why? why? we were so close to freedom all the hard work and the kids and everything and we were going to be able to enjoy our lives he went and screwed it all up

M 16 T 20
M 41 H 39 S 19 S 15
Bomb drop April 4;
Moved out April 13
D started-full force
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Dancing through the fire
Cause I am a champion and
you’re gonna hear me ROAR