I know I am still on moderation, so I will just keep posting here like a journal, it will be good to look back on in a few weeks time.
I spent the weekend in a lot of deep thought. I'm still working my way through DB. I'm not in any rush to implement any plan, other than sticking to my 180 as best as I can.
On Page 128 DB talks about, "Notice what is different about the times you are getting along." I had to dig far and deep. I couldn't pinpoint a single thing.
As I was walking out the door to work, I saw my husband's coat that he had won for Point Champion of the year. He was so proud of that accomplishment, and he was happy. We were happy. I had taken up the sport a few years after him, and won Rookie of the Year. Unfortunately the sporting place closed down, and there is not another like it within 4-5 hours of where we live.
What was different? We talked, we smiled, we touched. No matter how exasperated I got with him, we had fun.
Today, we have huge amounts of resentments, he said, she said.
As I am moving through the book, the phrase, "If it's not working, try something different," really hit home.
We were doing something different back then, and seems we forgot how to.
