LovetheHub-Bug always does that, makes you dig a bit deeper.

Bug-You just opened a fear I didn't realize I had. What if H is fully cooked and I realize he is NOT what I want?

Not today because we fit so well, even though we are not together. But if I continue dating etc. that possibility could exist. My head hurts lol!

Everything H does is weather. Once I see it in that context, I wander off my path at times, but it still remains same.