So Drained

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Good stuff Hurt84 -- if you are living the advice you'd give someone else, then you are being true to yourself. It's easy when we are so close to a situation to kid ourselves. If you can step back and look at the facts as a third party would it can be a good exercise.

One observation I would offer -- living the way you are living is very hard on your emotions and self esteem. Make sure you are practicing adequate self care -- that may require you to get some physical distance to get yourself centered.