Window of opportunity or just a mirage

[2ndtimearoundCA]

I think that if I am going to reach out to her for this weekend I need to do it today. I have a lot of fear of rejection at this point. I do a lot of mind reading ... I get this sort of odd feeling that there is an OM that she would rather be with, but he is not giving her what she needs. She maybe even reaches out to me in attempt to make him jealous. I also kind of feel like I need to let things fall into place rather that trying to force things. Maybe the most attractive thing for me to do is to text her that the sailing thing is canceled and for her to enjoy her weekend. I could still tell her that I will be going out with friends (doing something else) and that she is welcome to join.

The sailing thing would have been ideal because it would have been exciting adrenaline rushing fun, but it would have been in a pressure free group setting. I think a dinner/movie date request may be too much right now. I just don't know.