I'm terrific at keeping secrets - especially about me.
Can't fathom spending money to go cry for an hour. I can cry in my car for free. And I do.
Oh Mizj, I know exactly how you feel. I have kept way too much about myself secret, and about my M for so long that may have been part of the problem. Maybe I started to believe in the facade.
I'm so sorry you have to be sad alone sometimes, so do I (all the time), I have balled like a baby in my car. Sometimes, I found myself in my closet just because I knew nobody could hear me.
Those days are over for me, I pray they are over or becoming less frequent for you, we deserve to be happy again.
I would like in on that FB alias, but I can't find you.
The past can't be ahead of you in the future. You don't have to figure it all out, just pick a direction. What's next...I don't know but I can't wait!