NEW LIFE / NEW ME

[Fartiltre]

T,

Imo you had a successful conversation where you positioned yourself in a healthier place.
Proud of you.

Thanks T – that really makes me feel good coming from you!!

I think you did well especially considering it was the first time you had to wear your LRT hat in a conversation.

Thanks again! I hope I will do better in the future – I need to get the goals on these convos straight!

These things are hard to write on the board. A couple of minutes conversation can takes ages to remember and write it on here and get it somewhere understandable to a 3rd party.

It’s almost impossible! I will look for an app that can record my convos on the cell – I have a recorder on the landline. I would simply love to go over the convo once again and thereby be able to post it better and also make my own evaluation better.

She wanted cake and you wouldn't give her any.
You managed to stay strong, you got her to change her angry tone and probably got her mind churning.
You will only get better at this.
LRT does feel better than all that friendly business. Makes you feel much stronger.

Following your sit was a tremendous help to me today! I feel like me and I know what and why I am doing what I am. I don’t feel like acting anymore and I have felt this way for so long.
And yes, I feel strong right now but also in some way fearfull of her perception, thinking and reaction. I remember you having this feeling as well and also I remember that your sit moved when you skipped the fear and stayed strong. Hopefully I have learned this from you and will be able to look my fear straight in the eyes and tell it to get lost!

Thanks for the comforting words and your support!

F