I got DR on Friday and read it over the weekend. I am definitely in the position for sng LRT. I have been keeping steady on my 180s. For a gal I have been getting active in Masonic lodge. I had not gone in years. It has been really good to surround myself with good positive people. I got a very poor performanca assessment at work due to letting all my personal problems overtake my work. Because of that I was not allowed to work over the weekend. This stressed out my W even more. I backslid a bit yesterday when we got into an argument over finances.I did walk away once I realized what was happening. I've gotten better on the snooping. I only checked phone records twice in the last week. Something did come up over the weekend that I'm not sure how to take. There was an event happening over the weekend that W and I really wanted to go to.while I was at a fundraiser om contacted W and offered to buy her ticket (we had no money to go) and take her. When she told me about it I asked why she didn't go. She said we didn't have money to pay a babysitter. We have family close to the event that would have watched the kids. So I really don't know why she didn't go or why she felt the need to tell me. I know I shouldn't look too deeply but it could be good or bad. Either she didn't go bc I would have been bummed about not going or she wanted to rub it in that I'm could have taken her. I'm still feeling very lost
