I could do with advice

[Hadlee58]

Hi ANH,
I cant help you but having read your situation i know where you are at, its fairly similar to my situation. Like you i go through times where i think i am on the only one trying and boy that [censored] and i also sometimes have doubts whether i should continue. The only thing that keeps me positive and moving forward is my children and the knowledge that we once had something special that is what i want to go back to, even to the point that i have come too far and been through so much pain that i want it to have been for something.
All i can do is wish you the best, and hope that things get better for you, hang in there!

Take care H