let's start at the end, shall we?

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Oh boy...typing on a iPad - hope I don't ramble on toooooooo much

What the hell do you want? Is she having an affair? Is that game over? How do you know.......your gut knows

I pushed for mc. We now go every 2 mths for co- parenting tips and guidance. My wife isn't coming back any time soon. Every once in a while I'll get a one or two sentence Email either about d3 logistics or the house.

So you are going insane...what are you doing to clear your head? This should be physical. Please list

Goals please- id some items in the 1-3 mth category and list them here

Stop snooping - shut up don't lie

Focus on you. You will feel layers of hurt you've never felt before and then it will happen again only worse - and she won't care.

Journal pls.....if you do this right you will be so happy months/ years from now when you see how far you've come.

Keep posting here- the more honest the better

Now read sandys rules again

The goal is to be stronger and be in control - you can do this!!!