I just read through your earlier posts. Our relationship sounds very familiar. My H has moved though and has little to no contact with me.
I hope you're sensing correctly and that things improve for you.
Take care
M 16 T 20 M 41 H 39 S 19 S 15 Bomb drop April 4; Moved out April 13 D started-full force ----------------------- Dancing through the fire Cause I am a champion and you’re gonna hear me ROAR