Today is a rough day. I read my rules, stuck by them as best I can and try to keep busy.
I honestly do not know what else to do.
If I don't contact him, I seem to get a text asking how my day was, or he seems to need to stop by for something.
When we separated the first time, he said he was never coming back....then I got good and bloody angry at some of the crap (can I say that here?) he was pulling, and tossed him on his ear...that made him sit up and take notice, change his mind and we reconciled.
This time, I am trying to work on me. He says we are done, but if he changed his mind once before, I know it can happen again.
We never stopped talking, so I guess I need to work on my next step. Patience. Of which I am not very good at....
