okay drive - got to nj fri nite. busy as usual - lots left undone as left here in big rush cause of aunt in fl in hosp- and so on. aunt in fla stablized & home with attendant.
so got here & whattyaknow- ended up taking my mom to hospital mon. (a=bad abdominal pain) and spending alllll day there til late at nite (er) and today mostly as well. infection of her colon & abcess! where the heck do these things come from??? good question- it's always something new ... poor old thing- she's doing ok and amazingly confused about it all- what else is new huh?
she must be on the mend tho- managed to tell me this morning my hair looked dry & my pants were faded ? who the heck notices this stuff when they're croaking in a hospitaL BED hooked to ivs? ?? oh well- she must feel more her old self or something- cripes!!! btw - i love these pants- they're very cool colofrul & & comfy to boot. what the heck does she know about lookin good anyway? i'm askin ya????
so- i'm tired, but have a few min of privacy to stop in. I miss everybody.
h was ok in fl - pleasant mostly. i still fnd it all wierd- the no affection thing in life. . that's really what is most different and missing in this life at present . that's the "THING" that'll get me in the end. whenever "the end" is....
oh well- he goes back down there thur. - overall it's better with someone around house in life- oh well huh???
idk when mother out of hospital- it's a strain trying to be the guy watching and second guessing doctors. it's amazing how much one hand doesn't know what the other is doing in hospitals- scary . since i have no particular medical training. eeek
now that i'm here i don't have anything to say- other than hi and arrived alive & doing okay.
and WHEW!!! TO everybody's ongoing "storeis" -
tOO MUCH junk going on in all our lives at this moment- we need some peace and sanity -(like the way i'm glumping us allll together at this moment???)
i guess i've got nothin - maybe some coffee will make my eyeballs stop aching - ta da!!!
