(((subguy))). I'm sure this will be an emotional day. I have some of the same feelings: grieving for the loss of an important relationship but feeling excited about my future.
I also don't know if H and I will ever get back together, but I know that he has to complete his journey and reconcile with his internal issues.
Take a nice long ride afterwards. You'll feel better.
M44 H57 D17 (special needs) M 18 yrs Bomb 7/2/12 Still living together