Just blogging: Still on moderation but hope someone will read this.
I am thoroughly confused. The weekend came and went and it was a good one. W and I had a good long chat and she's open to the idea of me going back after the girls are back in school and she can have some real "her" time. There was even some intimacy between us but nothing really has changed.
It still feels like to me that everything is still on her terms. From when I can go back, to what we do, where we go. I feel like I even have to ask permission to kiss her.
As far as I'm concerned, and of course I only see my side, I'm still the one doing all the giving. And it's starting to make me have doubts as to whether I want to go back.
