Wow girls frown wow. I am trying to imagine this. When I touch him, does he feel like I would if a homeless varmint riddled vomit covered bum touched me? Is that what you mean? Skeeved out. Disgusted.
I can't say how your h feels but they do recoil at our touch at times.
I highly doubt it's a feeling of vomit, but to them it is unwelcome.
Come on Linda, I know you know this!
Your a smart strong woman, and I do understand you pain and anger.
I only wish you a positive outcome on your journey thru all of this!
The past can't be ahead of you in the future. You don't have to figure it all out, just pick a direction. What's next...I don't know but I can't wait!