Well, I'm glad to know the Zoloft affected you too, the nausea isn't as bad as the dizziness in my head. But I do expect it to get better.
Yes, I do want to leave D with positive thoughts. I know the court date and settlement are too close now for anything to work out. He won't have the new system set up for a few more weeks at least and he will focus totally on that for now. Plus any free time he has will probably be spent with J, but even though at times I feel very angry and vindictive, that isn't what I feel inside and that isn't the way I want him to remember me.
I know I probably won't really run away and let him deal with divorcing me on his own, so what I hope is to get through it with not a lot of arguing or negative feelings building up on either side.
I just don't feel up to facing dealing with the D right now but I guess you never do.
I sure hope the side effects go away soon and the emotions level out!!
Pam
"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us"
