You've received good advice from lth and G. If you want to play games, you'll get the same back. You want to show authentic love and affection WITHOUT EXPECTATION, you'll receive in kind but it will be a process for both of you.
Me 57/H 58 M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13
Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do. I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering. Caroline Myss