Well... today is the day that the Judge makes it final, well at least on paper. I have some emotions tied to this day. Feelings of loss etc... however no where near as bad as last summer. Sad as the situation is it is a must for my W and I to actually find ourselves. Who knows one day we may get back together or maybe not.
I am actually excited about the possibilities for my future. I am making plans and a bucket list type of thing. I am marking things off of my never got to do list... yep that's me smiling.
Kinda weird spot to be in, on one hand I am dealing with the sadness of the finality of a D and also excited about my future possibilities. I'm thinking of a fly in to some place, renting motorcycles and just seeing the country either by myself or with some DB buddies... This spring sounds like a great time to plan and save.
You can not change your past, but you can ruin a perfectly good present by worrying about the future.
