better to love or be loved?

[willbwell]

25, thank you for your wise advice and giving me plenty to think about.
I have seen an attorney. I have copies of financials.

h has made no mention of talking again and did not answer my email regarding further discussion of finances.
I will not mind read.

I have read DR, DB and 5LL.I try and validate h. we are cordial and polite to each other. I miss the physical, he gets it elsewhere. that hurts. I miss the attention. those things are hard to replace with something else.
I have my kids and they have me and for that I am so grateful.

I am a good and positive person. I know this. I know my faults. I know where I need to improve. Hurts like hell . could easily turn so bitter. I don't want that. My inner struggle. I do not show my anger.

need to go pray a bit. feeling weary.
I do thank you 25 for spending time with my situation.
I know ultimately, I will be ok.