Each time my doctor upped my prescription, I had nausea. This actually made me happy, cause I felt like it was helping me stick with my diet.
Heh.
As for having your time with him be positive..I absolutely agree.
I think one of the main strategies I used with winning Monkey back, was making up my mind that if this was the last time I was going to see him, I wanted to make sure I left him with a wonderful time to remember. I figured the relationship stuff could wait...but I wanted to make sure I left him with the memory of having a nice time with me.
That way, when he was going through time without me calling him, contacting him, if he thought of me...it'd be nice thoughts. I truly believe this helped in a HUGE way.
And it worked...each nice time I left him with ended up with more time with him!
And I think there were a couple of phone calls that were not nice times..and it took awhile after those for him to call me again.
If this is the last time you see him for a while, make sure you give him a nice time to remember.
And as for your emotions being all over the place...sounds to me like the meds need some time to kick in. I always tried to keep in mind that it could take up to a month...and when I reminded me of that, it helped me deal with the present emotions much easier.
I'm so glad she upped your dosage. My doctor told me that 50 is way low...just to make sure the side effects aren't too bad. But that a higher dosage is needed to help with depression. That's why I was worried that you weren't on the right dosage.
I'm so relieved! Soon, you'll start feeling better and stronger!