Sorry to hear you're having a rough time of it K frown It is still early days for you like you said and it's hard to fill in that time in the evenings especially when you're stuck in the house. I've found taking up a hobby helps such as card making or cross stitch. Also watch what you want to watch now on the TV. It does get better, but I still miss my H after nearly 5 months. It doesn't hurt as much now and I don't get as upset, but I still get miserable at times.
Hope you feel better soon and ready to take on the world! Take care and talk soon smile


H47 me48
T22 M21
S20 - Got high functioning autism
3/2000 H admits to OW and moves out to live with her
11/2000 H moves back home
2/4/13 H moves out
H tells me he wants D 6/13, but now he can't afford to!