I typed a letter to him. I didn't send it but it felt good to unload all of that junk from my head. I have therapy tomorrow and a DB call on Friday. I won't send it before both of those, and maybe not at all.
I do think I will end up sending him something about my boundaries. I can not deal with the daily relationship calls about how confused he is or continue being intimate.
He isn't confused, he's cake eating. He knows what he wants...he wants it all! And I have to stop enabling that.