I really feel like sending him an email and saying I call BS that you're confused, take some action to prove it or stop talking to me about it.
His actions definitely say he is not confused.
Does anyone ever get this far with a divorce and change their minds? I really think he's done and I should just say what I want to say and stop worrying about saving this marriage because it isn't going to happen.
I'm starting to not care about DB (definitely still GAL, etc... I just mean the validating, saying the right stuff part) because I'm starting to feel like we're so far gone there's no hope for us anyway. I just can't imagine he will ever be able to come out of his confusion, decide he wants this and do the work to make it happen.
I'm starting to feel like the WAS. I deserve better. I have offered him nothing but compassion and grace and patience for 5 months and he has treated me like crap.
I have my 6th and final DB call on Friday. I'm going to be on my best DB behavior until then but I really think I'm losing steam.
He is all in with his girlfriend. I can not be Plan B. It makes my stomach turn.
