It constantly amazes me how their pain is exhibited. Some walk away without a seeming care and absolutely no contact (thats mine), others act like high school children with their crotches on fire banging anything that moves and then theirs the confused ones back/forth, up/down, hot/cold wishy washy. However the common thread I see is an abandonment of responsibility... Must be hell to have that much pain to do that to themselves.
Take care Ruby, duck into your foxhole and wait for the shelling to stop. Your doing great... your amazingly strong, not sure if I could endure what you have.
You can not change your past, but you can ruin a perfectly good present by worrying about the future.
