Guess I belong here now...

[sweetbabyred]

So I've learned to accept, at least for now, that if xh can't even figure out what he's doing or why, there's very little chance that I can.

Although I am tempted to work on a second master's in counseling after i get my mls because there needs to be more ic's and mc's who use db'ing principles.

So, as the possibly crazy lady told me the other night, I need to be patient and just wait to see what happens, but I will be okay.

Anyway, I need to keep myself busy. I'm working three nights this week, two of them at singles mixers, possibly a lunch with friends tomorrow, and most scarily, a date tonight!

I haven't been on a first date in over 8 years, I think, so this will be interesting. I'm not sure if there will be any physical attraction, but he's a smart, interesting guy, so we'll see what happens.

Xh is just spinning right now, so jealous because he thinks I've been going out and he's trying to convince me to move to his apt complex.

Apparently he's not sure if he wants me, but he doesn't want anyone else to have me either. That doesn't work for me. And if he does decide he wants me, since we're D, he'll have to compete with everyone else.