Bright New Day

[psluke]

Hey Shiny,

Remember how I told you about the pressure in my head when I meditate? It has gotten to the point that at times in the left front it actually almost hurts it feels like there is so much inside pressure. It is weird! But it only happens when I am focused on meditating and not all sorts of other thoughts running through my head.

[psluke]

Hi Jackie, Cathy, Jstx, Mal,

Don't mean to overlook you, just a little whacked out and struggling to get a handle back on things!!!

But thank you all for stopping by and the ideas and encouragement!! They mean so much to me. Especially when I have the struggling periods.

Feel like I lost some ground this week on ME handling my emotions.

Will be better soon and back out and around!!!

I know I will because I am deciding I am going to be.

[optimist]

Good morning, Pam. Have a wonderful day. {{{{Pam}}}}

[Phoenix_In_Bloom]

Good Morning Pam!

Sending you hugs and gentle sunshine!

[shinybear]

Hope your Dr.'s Appointment was productive, Pam.

Um, any details on the argument with D?

Shiny

[love_endures4ever]

Hi Pam!

Was just thinking I haven't read nor posted to you today.

Cathy

[KutieKat]

let us know asap how the dr visit went

[Phoenix_In_Bloom]

Yes please!!

Hugs!

[psluke]

Hi Opt, PIB, Shiny, Cathy & Kitti,

Thank you all for checking on me. The doctor changed my dosage from 50 mg to 100 mg, still feeling sort of nauseous and dizzy this morning. Hope that passes soon.

I told her about the dream and that I had been drinking some recently could that have made a difference and she said no that should not. Then told her did feel with friend emailing me about seeing D at club with J that I had been extra stressed and she said she that could definitely be why I now feel the AD isn't really working. That the neurons that were working properly with the extra stress were just not able to handle everything.

Asked if she thought I should be on a different medication and she felt max the Zoloft out to the point the side effects were a problem before switching.

[psluke]

Good Morning everyone,

More snow, I hope my driveway isn't a problem. I used to like snow, now only if I don't have to get up and down my drive.

Tonight is our hair appointment so hopefully that will go all right. I don't know whether to bring anything up or just let it be a no stress evening.

But I probaly won't see him again for another 5 weeks, and that will be getting close to the end of February so maybe I need to bring up settlement discussion.

I hate this and I still just want to get in the car and drive off somewhere and let him deal with all the mess.