((((Busting)))) I have about three or four friends here who catch me out every time
Last time he did this it hurt like H E double hockey sticks.
So I detached even more
Got off FB
Refused to live anywhere except in the present
Focused on me.
Not to say I don't have the EFF YOU! moments or the "Why not me" moments. I do. To some extent SE2 is a way to deal with feelings I can't give to H but want to experience again.
So, as I re iterate, not 100% ready, not 100% sure, but it is time to try.
