I wouldn't call it stupid to want to change how you look and improve yourself - I'd say good for you! I wouldn't do it for her though, do it for you! I agree with everything else you say in your post You're doing really well, keep up the good work
H47 me48 T22 M21 S20 - Got high functioning autism 3/2000 H admits to OW and moves out to live with her 11/2000 H moves back home 2/4/13 H moves out H tells me he wants D 6/13, but now he can't afford to!