Oh, and it may sound stupid but I started updating my wardrobe - if you want to call it that. I've been taking advantage of a lot of these back to school sales and replacing some of my clothes that I've been hanging onto a little too long.
Just quickly about our talk on Saturday regarding our relationship - Like I said, I would take the piecing in a heartbeat but I know before any real progress will be made two things need to happen 1) I need to make some changes for myself that will also have an impact on how desirable I am to W, or anyone else, AND 2) she's got some work to do on her own. I can't dictate necessarily what those changes will be for her, she has to figure that out on her own if she ultimately decides she wants piece it together.
I'm trying not to get my expectations up, I'm acutally trying really hard to have none. If anything, at the very least she's making plans. I do need to work on not always being available to her.
M: 29 W: 29 T: 12 years M: 4 years Discovered OM: 02/10/12 ILYBNILWY: 03/01/12 W Moves Out: 05/04/12 Reconciliation Starts: 09/06/12 In-house Separation (Again): 03/09/13
