The last email from her was the day she was asking many about the taxes. her last email that day was just a small talk oh, I thought we had done this many times kind of thing. It wasnt a question,no reason to answer it back. no initiating contact means just that I understand. Its been 9 days now without anything. I know I cant mention anniversary tomorrow also. That is hard...Then thursday is 4 months she left. I'm just feeling that 4 months without talk can really only mean bad things. There cannot be anything good out of that fact.
