The basic reason is you don't want to stand for yourself because then someone may not like you. You don't feel worthy.

I've had to learn to say no and the more you do it the easier it gets.

Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss