let's start at the end, shall we?

[KindaHappy1]

I forgot to add that I know what pushed her away was my shutting down and not giving her the attention she craved, so part of me thinks that my main 180 should be giving her that attention, but with us being separated and her wanting distance, and her not wanting me, I feel like I am in a damned if I do, damned if I don't situation.

I know I really have to work on GAL and getting out