Hi everyone! Happy Monday! I'm going to move forward today and put last week away!
H is looking for something from me.
Sanity....he has said I am his way back. Guidance...he does trust me more than anyone else, ever! Lifeline...he calls me a string.
He has also said I am the light he can turn around and count on when he's in the darkness.
So, what do I do with all of that? What's in it for me, what am I getting in return, better yet what do I want?
Not much right now. If we can maintain just a little of what we have right now, no EA, no OW, and some sense of ( or the illusion of ) the quest for sane living, I would like to just breath.
H is at work, I'm going to visit the grand-baby, look at the SUV I have my eye on, and maybe look into a course at school, kinesiology, heck maybe sing up and change careers!
One day, lets see if I can get thru, that's all I got!
The past can't be ahead of you in the future. You don't have to figure it all out, just pick a direction. What's next...I don't know but I can't wait!
