Me 10 months on. Dark and detaching still.

[hotwheelsaust]

Thanks ttd180. I have to change, I have to be more positive. I cannot continue to feel the world has let me down. I have let my own self down, and now I have to rise above it. Anyone is more than welcome to reply and help me achieve this. Books, movies whatever.
Been to the meeting, very short, but a start with meeting new people. That is what it is all about.
Do I know 2old? No? I just simply read the comments you wrote on his page. Sorry I didn't write the original comment that well.

And another point I wanted to add:
* The tattoo photo would not change my W's way of thinking. She knows the reason I got it (haven't spoken to her). But the tattoo would not be a deal breaker for the W, other things might be, but the tattoo wouldn't change her way of thinking. Who cares what the rest of the family think.