It's football season-all is well

[Mtnman]

No real changes here. W stressed over work and definitely more distant lately. She appears to be slowly pulling away. She does text me about the same, but not as friendly in person.

I did mess up the other day when she asked how she looked in an athletic outfit. It was way too fitting and was not flattering at all. I gave her a look that she knew I didn't like it. She changed and cried a lot. The crying was definitely a new thing. she hasnt cried in over a year. She was really mad at me for thinking she was fat. I went with her and bought her a new outfit at a sporting goods store to make up for it. I told her I always think she's beautiful and she knows that. She seemed to get over it but I know it hurt her. I apologized plenty.

Part of me is glad she cared what I thought enough to get that upset. Part of me worries that she sees that as conditional love. She has been heavier during our marriage (hello two kids), so she must know that's not an issue with me. I've told her that over and over during this ordeal.