SE2 is potentially potential. I think it's cuz, turtle, you are still questioning stuff. And they are not so much 2x4's as here are all the things to think about and do you want to still proceed??
Take the I woulds and I wouldn't s and weigh them. Then follow what your head says. I know my heart would not be the voice of reason right now but my head says I need this, even though I am fearful. I know H needs this too. Just didn't expect actually to click.