And, to be honest I was starting to look forward to the possibility of dating again and having a new Mr. Wonderful in my life.
BTW- For those that have followed my thread, cute D'ed guy is NOT my next Mr. Wonderful. And, if I did decide to try to R w H I would stop hanging out w him. But for now, I intend to continue this R/friendship w him. I know I kissed him (interestingly only 2 nights ago) & that isn't "M" behavior, but I dropped the rope/ accepted the end of my M and felt that it would help me continue to move forward.
Now, I don't know where this will lead. I just pray to God for guidance and await all of your amazing advice.
M- 18 T-21 S-14,11 & 10 BD 6-18-2012 (OW-EA) H moved out 11-3-2012 10-5-13 Me- I want a divorce. I want to move on w my life. 11-25-13 Jointly filed.