I find they don't "believe" the MLC "thing" I want to say "shame on you" to both sides....his for not kicking his ass and mine for not seeing that this is not "H" they have known for 20 years....AND we are a family FILLED with mental illness/depression....they should know better! My middle sister said "I'm tired of hearing about MLC he's just an as3h0le"
I have had strained relations with my sisters int the past and then through this I have relied on them more, although I don't say everything, but you're right I need to pull back again. I have one VERY good friend that doesn't judge and loves me, and H, has known me for 10 years and understands my position. You guys here and her will be my go to.
For standing or throwing in the towel I'm torn. It seems that throwing it in after 4 months is craziness, on my part, who would do that so quickly BUT on the other hand he seems so determined, so self absorbed and sick, on a war path that I don't know if he'll ever come back from. On the other hand he wears his engagement necklace (got it fixed and put it back on), still has photos of us together on FB, misses us and the companionship, it would be easy to come home......maybe I'm mind reading. I just don't know where I stand about my M
M 16 T 20 M 41 H 39 S 19 S 15 Bomb drop April 4; Moved out April 13 D started-full force ----------------------- Dancing through the fire Cause I am a champion and you’re gonna hear me ROAR
