pay no mind to the demons; they fill you w/fear

[Whiterose]

Overheard my mom and sister's talking, I should have stopped but it was about me so I stayed to listen (BAD I KNOW)

Mom is surprised that I really had no clue ("she really was quite clueless") (that he was going to leave-she had an instinct I guess) and that even though it was there for me to see I was blindsided. She was worried I hadn't messaged her back right away when she asked me a few questions, I was busy mom, and my youngest sister said it was maybe because I'm so dependant on them and need to stand on my own and am having teenage angst (which if you knew my sister you would find ironic)

Both of my sister's don't think that me being on this site, and using the coach, is a good idea....you all give me hope and that standing is only going to get me into a world of hurt more middle sister wants to know why I want him back, typical question, and they're all waiting for me to wake up and move on.

I can't say anything, it'll start a fight, but it makes me not want to share with them. thoughts?